I just had a call from the hospital and they’ve had a cancellation! I’m going in tomorrow morning for my op! I am having my jpouch removed, my butt sewn up and a permanent ileostomy formed.
I am a bit in shock, it is all very real now. I mean, I knew it was coming but this is it, the final day of my life without an ostomy.
I’m scared, upset and bewildered but life at the minute is crap, I am so ill, I go to the toilet 20 times a day and have accidents, so it has got to be better than this!
It’s a big operation and recovery takes a while, but I will try and blog whenever I can. I just hope this is the start of a new, happier and healthier life for me. I’m a bit in shock and need to go pack my bags and get myself ready, so I’d better get off now as I think I am waffling.
I’ll see you all on the other side, yo.