Entries by sam

Sleep

After months of insomnia I’m thrilled to say that it is gone! That drug induced grind of being unable to sleep no matter how much I want to seems to have disappeared. The nights of being sat wide eyed and wired are in the past. But my sleep patterns are still a bit crazy. I […]

My stoma

I’ve been a bit shy about sharing a photograph of my stoma. It’s a bit like showing someone your bum hole!! But I know how much it helped me to see other people’s stomas before I had my surgery, so here it is! It may not be pretty but it has changed my life. Because […]

Happy Anniversary

15 years ago today I met my amazing husband Timm in the Leadmill when my friend told him ‘my mate fancies you’ 15 years and 3 kids later and the rest is history. Timm you are my best friend, I love you more than ever. You make me so happy and I couldn’t imagine life […]

Ileostomy, self esteem and Dead Sons…

Last night I got a Facebook message from the lovely Luke Baker from Dead Sons.  It was out of the blue and I was a little surprised, but when I read it I cried, then snorted, then laughed, then blushed.  A lot.  I know Luke, as Timm is involved with Dead Sons but I applaud […]

Happy World Ostomy Day

Just found out its World Ostomy Day!!! Happy World Ostomy Day!!! Love Sam xxx

Is the media too embarrassed to talk about poo?

If you read my blog or know me at all, you will know I talk a lot about poo… Some may say I talk shit, but we’ll overlook that!  I started the blog as I wanted to stop poo being a taboo, to talk about Ulcerative Colitis and IBD.  Over 180,000 people in the UK […]

Feeling emotional – Stoma and Ileostomy worries

I am still recovering well, physically my strength is returning though I still feel very tired.  Im able to do more now, cooking and cleaning and have developed a terrible nesting instinct!  Honestly its like I am 9 months pregnant, I have an urge to rearrange all the rooms, organise and declutter the world!  This […]

Four weeks post op

Wow! What a difference a month makes! Four weeks ago today I had my surgery, I had my large bowel removed in a subtotal colectomy and an end ileostomy formed. Four weeks ago about now I was being taken to the HDU, I was covered in wires, drips and tubes. It was a scary day […]

Prednisolone – Steroid withdrawals

I am finally off the evil steroids! Hooray!!!  I have been on Prednisolone since June this year and have finally managed to taper off them. But man, Im having a few problems.  Mainly in the form of horrible headaches.  I just can’t shake them, Im taking pain killers but they don’t want to go.  At […]