So after seeing Mr Brown last week and being sent for a CT scan, a hernia has been confirmed.
Obviously after two hernia ops already this year, I’m devastated.
Its behind my new stoma and is sore and swollen, it’s awful news yet again and to be honest I don’t know how to feel about it all.
It just feels very unfair and I’m really cross with life at the minute. But I will pick myself up and plod on!
Im here, I have an amazing husband, I’m blessed with wonderful kids and friends and it could be worse!
What to do next? Well the good news is that it’s not bowel poking through the hernia right now, it’s fat and tissue so though uncomfortable and unsightly, it’s not an emergency.
So I’ll continue seeing my physio, I’m going to try and lose some weight and I’ve stopped smoking so we’ll see how I go!